Sunday, October 25, 2009


I am absolutely filled with nervous energy about my graduate school application.  I just submitted it.  Looking it over afterward, I noticed a few very minor errors -- I put four schools on the application, but neglected to put how many hours were earned at two of them, so hours earned for my schools looks really strange.  Seeing errors made me worry.  It's silly, really, but that's me, I worry about everything.  I've never felt anxiety like this.  All day, I've been pretty laid back, working on homework, talking to my mom, writing my admissions essay.  Everything has been fine. Then I hit send and suddenly, like someone flipped a switch, I'm feeling like I might be sick.  I hope they get back to me quickly, I don't know that I can handle the anxiety for long.

Gah, I'm such a basket case!

I'm pretty sure they got back to Melanie in like two days, so hopefully they'll be equally merciful to me!  It's Sunday, so I don't expect to hear anything until maybe midweek at the very earliest.  I'll let you know what they say.