Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Sick & Tired

Today, I'm sick.

I felt fine when I woke up.  Then, sitting at my computer, I started to feel worse and worse.  I'm nauseous, dizzy, and I ache.  Matt drove me to class, because my dizziness was making it hard for me to even stand, let alone drive.  When I got out and about and to class, I started to feel a bit better, so after class Matt and I stopped my Montana's and had half-price appetizers for lunch.  Their appetizers are huge, so it's a good lunch, but the fried food just made me feel yuck.  My nausea settled a little, probably from the Diet Coke I had with lunch, but I got a stomach ache.

Matt started telling everyone at Montana's that I had swine flu.  I told him to hush, I don't have swine flu and there was no reason to scare people.  We sat through lunch, which was uncomfortable, both because I'm sick and because I was so worried about Anakin, but we made it and Ani was okay while we were gone.  When we got home, we laid down in the bedroom and slept for about 4 hours.  I told him I didn't want to go in there and lay down because we'd go to sleep, he swore to me that he wouldn't let me go to sleep.  I don't have time for naps, I have too much to do this week.  Likewise, I don't have time to be sick, so I'm going to school even if I'm dying.

So, I guess my week's not getting any better at all; if anything, it's getting worse.  I still have a lot to do, like I said, so I'm going to have to push through.  I hate having to peptalk myself, hate it!  It's not easy for me when I'm not sick,  when I am sick the urge to quit is stronger.  I have a test on Thursday, so I need to start studying.  I won't even start my paper until Friday, I'm not trying to shove it into a schedule where it won't fit.  That means, of course, that my whole weekend is eaten up again.

Just 3 more weeks.


  1. Hi Honey, Your dizziness could possibly your ears. Then, since your ears are responsible for balance...you get a kind of car sick feeling...right? Well I did that last week and I know how it feels...lack of sleep makes it worse so it's good that you got that 4 hour nap and I know that you will find the time to finish whatever you needed to do when you were sleeping. Try not to stress so much it just makes things worse. I Love You!!! Hang in there babe!! Mom

  2. Your mom is wise and very awesome.

    I know you have the spirit and gusto to kick this
    semester's booty and take names so stick to it
    and I hope you feel betters soon! (hug)
    .-= Mayren´s last blog ..When FB friend rants & can't hear anyone else over their own voice. =-.

  3. wow.. wat a day.... nice blog... hey by the way whoz mike??

    u don actually sound pessimist.. especially this line-

    "I don’t have time to be sick, so I’m going to school even if I’m dying".

    keep posting... u r a good writer....
    .-= Mishal´s last blog ..The Little Orphan Boy =-.

  4. Glad you enjoyed what I had to say, Mishal.

    I'm not sure where you see Mike. Matt is my husband, otherwise, I don't know. I do have an ex-husband named Mike, but I don't generally talk about him (for a LOT of reasons).

    The only reason I'd go to school, really sick, is because I have to graduate. This is my last semester. I've been working on this degree for 13 years!! LOL.