Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Sick & Tired

Today, I'm sick.

I felt fine when I woke up.  Then, sitting at my computer, I started to feel worse and worse.  I'm nauseous, dizzy, and I ache.  Matt drove me to class, because my dizziness was making it hard for me to even stand, let alone drive.  When I got out and about and to class, I started to feel a bit better, so after class Matt and I stopped my Montana's and had half-price appetizers for lunch.  Their appetizers are huge, so it's a good lunch, but the fried food just made me feel yuck.  My nausea settled a little, probably from the Diet Coke I had with lunch, but I got a stomach ache.

Matt started telling everyone at Montana's that I had swine flu.  I told him to hush, I don't have swine flu and there was no reason to scare people.  We sat through lunch, which was uncomfortable, both because I'm sick and because I was so worried about Anakin, but we made it and Ani was okay while we were gone.  When we got home, we laid down in the bedroom and slept for about 4 hours.  I told him I didn't want to go in there and lay down because we'd go to sleep, he swore to me that he wouldn't let me go to sleep.  I don't have time for naps, I have too much to do this week.  Likewise, I don't have time to be sick, so I'm going to school even if I'm dying.

So, I guess my week's not getting any better at all; if anything, it's getting worse.  I still have a lot to do, like I said, so I'm going to have to push through.  I hate having to peptalk myself, hate it!  It's not easy for me when I'm not sick,  when I am sick the urge to quit is stronger.  I have a test on Thursday, so I need to start studying.  I won't even start my paper until Friday, I'm not trying to shove it into a schedule where it won't fit.  That means, of course, that my whole weekend is eaten up again.

Just 3 more weeks.