Tuesday, April 16, 2013

{Insert Witty Title About Being Moody & Depressed Here}

I'm having one of those horrible, can't get out of the funk, wish I could hit restart kind of days. I woke up in a fine mood, I spent the morning cuddling with my puppy, but somehow, when I wasn't looking, my mood has degraded substantially. I can't even say why, or when it happened specifically, only that right now I feel like crawling back into bed and pulling the covers over my head. Which, of course, is impossible because I have class in 15 minutes and my students are giving presentations. Guess it's just time to suck it up, buttercup, and make the most of it.

It's possible that it has something to do with eating. Namely, I haven't all day and it's almost 1:00 p.m. It could also be that I'm hormonal, I don't know. Or, maybe it's just how my brain chemistry works. Sometimes, I'm fine, others I'm like this. Awesome brain. Seriously.

After work I'm thinking Matt and I will go out for food. That might help, to eat and spend some time with my husband. At least, I hope so, because I need to get out of this mood before tomorrow when we go to Waco so Matt can take his GRE. I'm going to see some friends, Amanda & Karen, who I've not seen in a long time. So, I need to be in a good mood. Hopefully, when I wake up tomorrow, this gray cloud hovering over me will have passed. But for now, I have to go to class.